theofryeyanos

if I could walk up to the horizon and take a left turn and if I looked in just the right place I could see all the sailed-away ships with all the people left to better places to me, it looks just like a graveyard I'll get to one of those sunken-ship graves eventually yeah, eventually, 'cause now I'm stuck at the harbor and I've missed so many boats forgotten to check the schedule so many times sometimes so depressed from missing the last one that another thousand leave and I don't even notice so many boats so many missed opportunities and yet in that deepest corner of my mind that I don't even know how to access it all fills me with d

will power is a tricky thing they say keep your friends close and your enemies closer some impulses are my greatest enemies and they are so close,    hiding inside my mind yet seduce me into letting them operate and will power remains that friend who drifts further and further away from me but whose number I have written on my desk as if someday I may call and then when I do call it's too late I say, waking up and finding myself robbed my the demons in my mind again so I warn you, traveller, be quick to give will power a call do not convince yourself that you will call later will power is a good friend that people like me visit too la

ever since I could    manipulate letters in my head    to form coherent thoughts I wondered what those white things above me were    shining so bright    pulling so close yet they were always just out of my reach but I had hope as long as I believed    that up there somewhere    someone could touch them    and hold them like children the years passed I grew older I hoped I'd never have to face    what was coming to me years kept passing I had my highs and I had my lows I had my hopes and had my dreams I had my rage and had my grace but I always looked up to the stars they would guide me along on the off-leading trail of life sitt

I don't believe in angels, I said he told me I didn't have to believe in angels to see them all around you'll understand later, he said I never saw him again I think he was an angel